| Location | Swindon |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 4/1990 |
| Date of Death | 1991 |
| Visitors | 2,119 since 12/02/2008 |
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this is a tribute for my son daniel karl younger,when i had daniel he was born with a bad heart but in 1990 the doctors then didnt no much about daniels heart condtions so they decded for daniels best intrest to leave his operartion untill he was 10 months old,daniel had a reasonbly normal life he did everything a baby should do he was just learning to say mum dad when hes operation arrived , the operation took 8 hours it was the longest time of my life not knowing if my baby was ok after 8 hours the doctors said daniel was doing realy well and we could go and see him ,the relief was so amzeing my baby was fine ,thro the week after daniels operation daniel was copeing realy well ,untill the friday he started experiencing complications ,daniels lungs had collapsed and he passed away in my arms on the 18th january 1991 , my world fell apart , 3 months after daniel passed away my self and daniels dad split we couldnt cope with our own greiveing let alone help each other ,now i was totaly alone my famliy gone with in monthes ,for the next 3 years i just survied thro friends and famliy i was able to cope but it was hard ,you keep asking why but never get the answere you want , after 3 years of being on my own i met my partner im with now i fell pregnant straight away i was so scared my new baby would have the same problem i had lots of tests why i was pregnant ,sadly it turned out my new baby ben has the same heart condtion as his brother bens had 2 major heart operations already he 14 now and were waiting for a 3rd ,yes it feels like historys reapting its self but i have to stay possitve for ben , we found out ben and daniels codtion is hregetry not just in boys but girls to thankfully my daughter amie whos 11 is fine all my babys are special to me for what they been thro and still have to go thro , i get my good times and bad times only another mother or father whos been thro what i have would under stand the pain we go thro of loseing a child , the 28th april daniel was 18 he would have just been starting out in life , never does a day go by with out me thinking of my son but you still have to carry on the best you can , daniel i love you more and more each day my love for you is still so strong as it was the first day i met you you will be forever in my heart love you always love mummy xxxx
for daniel
im so sorry i didnt get on here tuesday daniel nanny younger sadley passed away new years eve and i had to go to her funeral on tuesday which was 20 years to the day you was taken from me was a very hard day i was thinking none stop about you and also nanny younger ,i hope you are ok ane being good for nanny mary up there ,im ok it been 7 months now ive been on my own amie and ben are doing ok ben has a girl that likes him at collage so he happy ,amie doing well with her school work ,any way i best go as ive alot to do you take real care of ya self you are always on my mind and in my heart i be back soon daniel love you always be good love mum xxxx
for daniel
hello son so sorry ive not been on here for a while please look after me amie and ben trevor left us in july it been a tough time for all of us after 17 years with him ,i am copeing but need to find my self again , i hope you are ok and being good ,you are always on my mind and for ever in my heart daniel i love you more than words it self i will pop on again soon untill then be good and watch over us love you always love mum xxx
for daniel
well son , in less than a month ben will be leaveing school he be 16 on the 30th may time goes so quick ,im doing ok been looking after nanny heather her legs have been hurting her soshe can hardly walk now ,but she has carerscomeing in twice a day and im round there nearly every other day ,at the weekend im haveing a break away with trevor and amie ben doesnt want to go so he staying with my lodger me and amie are goingfishing over night im looking forward to the break ,nanny younger is now in a care home no one told me untill after 4 weeks shed been in there as i dont speak to grandad but ive been to see her and she is ok she be 90 in december so alotof the reason is her age as to why she in a care home ,uncle paul is going to be moveing soon in to his own house in west swindon which is nice wer be able to visit him more often , well i best go now daniel i hope you are ok never a day goes by when i dont think of you forever in my heart loveyou always love mum xx
daniel
hi daniel im so sorry i never wrote to you on here on your birthday but this year was hard for me as next year would have been your 21st all day on wednesday you was in my thoughts and i kept wondering what youd have been doing if you was with me , you will always be in my heart , well whats been happening lately ben is going to collage when he leaves school in june he going to do catering and computers and first aid as he wants to become a paramedic when he older , amie doing good she in year 8 at school she given up teak wondo i wasnt for her ,nanny heather hasnt been very well she fell over and broke her arm and caught a realy bad infection in her blood she was in hospitial for 6 weeks she cant walk properly now so i do all her shopping and she has carers going in every day to help her but she slowly getting better , well i hope you had a brilliant birthday daniel my thoughts are always with you and so is my love love you for ever and always love mum xx
Thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, with which i'll never part. God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart. Repost if you have a loved one in heaven.love you forever love mum xx
for my son daniel
well tomorrow will be 18 years that you left my life but never does a day go by when i think of you daniel you will always have a special place in my heart ,my love is still as strong today as it was the first time i met you ,i will be keeping my self busy today and tomorrow daniel but you will be in my thoughts how ever hard i try and keep busy love you for ever baby love mum xxxxx
for my son
i wish you was here with me but no that can never be ,your always in my heart sweetheart for ever in my thoughts be thinking of you christmas day and every other day have a lovely christmas daniel all my love for always love mum xxxxxx
for my son
thankyou soo much for looking out for ben your brother the doctors was very pleased with ben he will have to have another operation but now they say it may not be for another 5 years because he doing so well and his next check up isnt untill next december im so relieved daniel ,i hope your being good in gods garden never does a day go by when i dont think of you your always in my heart love you for ever love mum xxx
for daniel
hello sweet heart it come to that time of year that on thursday we have to go to oxford for your brother bens yearly heart check up ,i hate going back because it rminds me of the times you was there but i no its best for ben so i have to stay strong for ben ,we will no on thursday if ben needs another operation next year or if he will wait another year before he has his 3rd operation he strong but has a sore throat at the moment please look after your brother daniel keep us all safe on thursday my thoughts will be with you also as oxford was your last resting place i love you with all my heart i will write to you soon be good up there love you always love mum xxx
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